Saturday, September 13, 2014

“a memory of an apartment in the city”

      




“a memory of an apartment in the city                                          

                                                …and even the brook,
                                               …
Can never run clear of certain stones…
                                    …it’s murmuring
Half-ruined in the white noise of its splashing water.        
                                                John Hollander
                                                “One of Our Walks”

or

He knew I wouldn’t be sleeping
with him when he heard me cutting
my fingernails…
                        “a memory of an apartment in the city

Consider:
            we're all breathing and blood we're vegetable
            and meat chewed into pulp
            and somehow
            and somehow

                                    we become a finger
                                    a sheath of skin
                                    a rib and a femur

            aside from the woman and the man on top
            of her, his furrowed bloody back,
            or the quick
            chemistry the cauldron of womb’s placental breath

            once let go
            the thriving is outside
                        hand to mouth
                        right down to the smallest moan
                        the smallest word on the smallest tongue:

                                    shaped and then severed-
                                    snipped 
                                    too soon maybe too soon
                                    out of spite or pain

                        but even as the quarter moon’s still there red as lips

                        it’s as far as any man will be
                        from the tiny pile
           
of fingernails cut under the brightest light inside
a dark operatic glass
            a cricket unrubbed at each clip clip clip
            until all ten

are the remarkable cleave all the more
remarkable at the stark pause
when it was once when it was

and now it is not.          

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