Friday, May 11, 2012

turn into


moon!
sometimes I have
to turn away
to see you
even if
you’re full,
 even if most
  of you
is not there
at all.
And while earlier I saw
where almost half
 of you had been, it is
too soon to look
for you again.
I have become, since winter,
 a sea reading your stones over
and once more, always one
more once more.

But the light
is poor when
you are this thin,
this concealed in mist.
And I am not pagan
enough to pray
 the sky part for me .  But oh
how, under this skin
 a petition,
  its ink tattoo:
the flight
of two
herons

against the slow
coming of spring,
ushering in all this tremendous
green. 

For the first time I see:
how they split the months of the grey
  the trees have seen—leafless
branch-fingers splayed
against your face
 like the an elderly,
whose  hands
are fixed
   with holding
 and letting
go—
  their every
 possible theme
of green inside one
single blade
one single
leaf.

The winter
has broken open
for good,  
releasing these timbre’d meters
of rain.  The light, while widening
  deepens the trees.

  But I
have missed
 you.  Your cool prose.
  Your fulls your
 slanted folds
 of shadow.
In times
 like these
I ache

to scroll
 my skin, to read
what of you I’ve
encrypted
 there.

The blue
root.  Fast.  But not.
memorizeable.  But not. 
Like light I don’t want to loose
to see. 

Winter
does this
to me.  But
maybe all
  that’s held up
   in the untimed sky
will keep my hand
from falling limp
against it all,
and one more
word
one more
shade of green
will adorn me
after all those months
of snow

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